respond and resolve

“I’m never sure if I have gender dysphoria or species dysphoria.”

– Pat Califia, “Identity Sedition and Pornography”
Pomosexuals: Challenging Assumptions about Gender and Sexuality

selfie, Aug13
selfie, Aug13
Exeter, NH Aug13
Exeter, NH Aug13

She asked me if you needed to be a member of this club. The underground room, painted a menacing lavender color, swelled with embellished somatic complaints and measured breathing. I said ” we can make our own” as she looked past me and walked away. On the way home I wrote: it’s subversive to write down your thoughts; they rob god of his agency.

This is a fire sale. Everything must go.

I thought of an intro that went something like this: I wanted their hand inside me. This was before I heard that they asked you what you like to do on Sundays. This story has no gendered subject which makes some literally nervous, like hushed admissions or overemphasizing for dramatic emphasis.

I want to ask you to imagine what it feels like when every choice you make is conscious.

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